I'm not sure if anyone who is reading this can relate. But i believe that I am in a point of my life when i can't really do much proactive. Sure i can work on my book, or work on busy work or this or that or whatever else, but it really makes me wonder if it does anything. if it really changes anything... and then i came to a realization that i've known that (for some reason) seemed new today when i said it.
Nothing, and I mean NOTHING can make anyone immortal. (the idea, memory, or actual physical self of someone.) Even Hitler, Henry the 8th, and George Washington will (in time) be forgotten. [I heard from someone that when humans are wiped off the earth by- whatever-- we will leave behind a lot of action figures, toys, blankets, comic books etc... of these comic book heroes. and the person that was telling me his theory said that whoever or whatever finds this treasure trove of human history via comic book heroes, they'll think that this is how we lived. among Gods that we called Super Heroes and such... I personally disagree with this theory, but it's something to think about.]
I think the best that any of us can do is leave a lasting impression to those that are important to us. because personally, i really don't care about my family who i will not ever meet down 3 generations. nothing personal, but those are people from that time period to live with, not now.
So what do we do? how does the fear of death during day-to-day life not make us start screaming in terror and never stopping? people have their own little tricks and reasons for day-to-day life.
But mine is to find the people you Love and focus on them and go do you work...as well as trying to find something in life that YOU find to be worth while. Something in your life that you can complete during your lifetime that you can stand back after the completion of it and smile and thing to yourself "done and DONE! i can die happy now" *actual words may vary.
either way. i am going to try to write in this blog everyday if i can {though we all know that THAT is not going to happen} but I will be writing in this as much as possible.
so if you enjoy writing that goes nowhere. and doesn't really follow any sort of structure...then come along friends, while i take you on a magical adventure through crap town...population: 0 ...Who the hell would want to live in a place called "crap town?!"
No comments:
Post a Comment