after pursuing the same girl during and after high school i have come to the point where i have been bothering her for that long that i am (more or less) sure that she wants nothing to do with me.
her reasonaing for this is because i a "too negative"
my "negativity"is realistic negativity, and no matter how you look at it, it's how i write, read anything i have written, it reaks of realistic observations (or; "negative observations.")
i have liked this girl for four years, but i don't see myself writing fluff for the sake of a few smooches. though, another way of thinking about it, is that i can really buddy up to her, get into a relationship with her, love her and such, and through the natural coarse of time we'lll break up for one reason or another, i'll be heartbroken, and i'll have a bit of capital writing under my belt.
either way ill have some shitto go through.
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