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Life

everyone has always told me throughout my life that "life goes by fast"

it' not that i didn't believe them, i just don't think i really grasped what they were saying because (for whatever reason) latley i have noticing That very concept.

Technology

i just went on a link with pictures of toy dinosaurs wrecking stuff in a house (i will not include the link to this to save the publisher from e mails that one might find annoying.)
as soon as i was reading the second frame, i knew where this was going.
i got to the end of the "Dino-MisAdventure" only to read what i suspected there to be some type of  at the end of this; a disclaimer, which was saying that in this age of Netflix and [insert a technological convenience] is consuming people yada yada yada...down with technology...and i think it said something about killing puppies,
the point was that they were trying to do an activity with their children that didn't rely on technology,
good for them.
i;d give them a pat on the back, but my arms are not long enough to reach the midwest.
I would just like to point out that a great amount of technology was used to show your "good 'ol time" with your kids to the world.
first- the internet
the computer
and i am guessing it wasn't an analogue camera you were using.
sadly enough, if you want to escape technology, you'll have to go back more than a few years, and make sure the Delorean has enough plutonium to get back as well.
the point i am trying to make (and i swear, there is one coming, i promise.) is that people sometimes act like they are above or better than technology, and i am not sure why.
This isn't Terminator...technology isn't going to ruin anything...So i would suggest Teaching your grandma to use the DVD remote, and get on with it hippies!

Problem

I should really think before I do things 

Life- according to Drew

Today was horrible. And it wasn't an anxiety attack or anything...

...let me just stop there.

I'd like to say now that I am just as sick of writing about my crap life with whatever medical problem I have as you are of reading them...does that make sense...I have no idea...I'm not too concerned.

If I listened to all of the doctors that have diagnosed me then I have

Epilepsy 

Parkinson's 

Low blood sugar

Foot drop

GAD

And...the rest...

But it's not that I am saying that I don't have any of those. It's that there are only some that I agree that I have...which ones? I can't tell you. Wouldn't want to spoil the ending for you.

I really just want to live my life. I don't want to worry about getting an anxiety attack or whatever the balls it is.

I am listening to The Flying Burrito Brothers right now...that makes things a bit better.

Honestly...I miss being happy. 

house

so, on the 16th of october, i will be cooking for my bible study group. iam recording this inmy blog because i really have little else going on in my life...I'm THAT boring.
i need to start writing again.
i need a girlfriend...or something...

i really don't, because my idea of "fun" is staying homeand watching netflix.  and normal people like to go out and do things. it's a bit  of a challenge to get me out of the house, but once iam, i amready to go...so if you are reading this, and you know me, this is almost a plea....GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE!!!

REAL

Today was a some-what strange day... and i'm not sure why...but it was something that was very REAL when i felt like something was going to happen...but it never did (to my knowledge -knock on wood.-)

 and i am not sure about the picture, it is from High School, and it was in one of my folders on my desktop, so... now it is on here...

MVMT

Went to a mvmt event where the groups of young adults, high schoolers and jr high, people... Went to the cause to get a great message from ps. John reeve and good eats from some Viking truck thingy sell lots of hot dogs and such.

Friday

Cruze's apt one random Friday night

Josh and D having a heated discussion.

X

I felt pretty horrible most of the day. then towards the evening i (somehow) started feeling much better, for no reason.

my friend turned me onto this anime show called “mysterious girlfriend x” which is pretty good. i am on the 5th episode and i think i’ll finish the series tomorrow.

Tumblr?!

This will still be my main blog for anything worth while... (I swear, Something worth while will show up eventually.)

but if you are bored and enjoy bookmarking things, there is also my Tumblr Blog-

http://heydoubleyoo.tumblr.com/

Handjobs

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Supper

Last night was supper club, which was fun.

Didn't really do much else...

Indiegogo

Attempting to promote a film I am  in production with called "The Will"

We need donations on indiegogo.com

CVS

today i was home most of the day

later in the afternoon i went to a Doctor's Appointment

and i Stopped by CVS to get a new puck of shaving soap since my older one is almost done with..

gosh my life is exciting!!!

Film

today i woke up early so I could act in a movie production. 

I had to drive into hacienda heights and it wasn't that bad until about 10:00am, then it got way too hot and everyone hated thier lives.

afterwards i came home and washed off the makeup from the film/acting/majigg and then jumped in the pool, followed by trying to sleep for a while. but my back was messed up from shooting the film when i fell, so i got no sleep.

afterwards I spent most of the rest of the night watching League of Gentlemen on Netflix.

Tired

Last night was Tribe at the cause church. It was mostly African themed because there were 3 people that went on a trip to Africa to do missionary work. A lot of things went wrong throughout the night that made doing everything planned much more difficult.

But in the end the night went on and the tribe was pretty fun.

 i can feel that i am very tired, but I can't get back to sleep for whatever reason.

today might be a very long day...

Home

Today, I was At home all day.

iPhone

i Was at home all day.

I really am getting bored (as if I wasn't already) just staying at home all day and doing nothing.

Morning

it is Morning, the next day, and I am writing for yesterday, once again.
but I suppose it doesn't matter much seeing that yesterday consisted of very little.
Tonight is tribe, which should be interesting, as it always is.
I have to go early at 6 to get the rundown of the equipment software. which Should be fun seeing that I don't think I have used this software before.

i need to start writing more in my blogs...

C----'s

This morning i went to My friend C----'s work, followed by going to a yoga class at penn park.....and i'll leave it at that.

towards the night I went to church but did not stay for the festivities afterwards, I am not sure why, I suppose I just wasn't feeling like it.

Elesium

I am writing this Blog entry for last night.
I was home most of the day, and went to the movies at night to see a movie that i enjoyed, but can't be bothered to look up the name  of at the moment...Elesium...THAT"'S what (I think) it is called. it  was a very good film, though, i got Very tired half way through  it (big surprise there.)

I started writing a short story yesterday.
I had been planning to write a short story for a while, but (my friend) Chris just published his short story on amazon.com (which was VERY good.) and i thought that i would take a stab at it. no idea how I'll do, but only time will tell...

[I realize that the picture has Nothing to do with what has been written, but, I am running low on pictures and i thoughts that this one would do.]

listen

today i was at home doing chores and such until 7:00pm when i went to supper club with my friends from church. it was fun...seeing friends, hearing of thier life happening's and such.

something i have been thinking about is; (almost) everyone in the  church says that they communicate with god for some reasaon or another...

...i have never even heard god......or maybe i'm not listening...

Study

Last night Justin and I went to Hollywood to work on staff for the Tim Storey "Study" service. which was pretty inspiring, My only problem is that Tim seems to name drop a good amount. this is something that is not only irritating, but a Huge taboo   in the industry, (which I am sure he is more involved with than I am)

Today I am not sure what I am going to do until later tonight when I go to Supper Club for The Cause.

I was thinking about it and I have been waiting for summer to be over since it started. 

I really have to embrace it more...

5pm

yesterday was mostly me trying to get some sleep, so i could operate as a normal human being for the rest oof the day. though i have never been one to sleep during the day so I ended up being in my bed from 12-noon to 5pm, just laying there with my eyes closed.
it doesn't matter too much because i ended up going to bed around 8:30-9:00pm anyway, so I (more or less) wasted the day.
the reason I was so tired was because I went to sleep at around 5:00am on Sunday morning.
I am one of those people that does not do  well with little to no sleep. I am fine at first, but as the day progresses, I slowly get to the point where I cannot do ANYTHING without feeling so tired that I could drop down anywhere and take a nap.
After last night's Rest I am feeling much more human. And I believe that I can take on the day...Whatever that may involve.

DJ'ed

Last night I DJ'ed my friend Cruzes party. It was fun. Though it went on much longer than most parties do.

300

Went to Tribe last night. 

There was a spoken word poetry performance by two people that was entertaining, followed by a sermon (if we should call it that) by James, which was very powerful.

After tribe, everyone met up at La Habra Bowl 300 and everyone played a game or two or bowling. After bowling Sydney, Luis, Justin, Cindy, and I went to Denny's to get something to eat.

Then we left Denny's around 1am-ish.

El Coyote

last night my friend justin came over and we both went to El Coyote in LA for dinner.
afterward we went to get coffee to that justin could wake up a bit. (I was some-what drunk, so coffee made no difference to me)

ebook

I have been working on writing a book/novel (whatever you'd like to call it) for a while now, and though i am slowly getting it done. i feel like i am not going anywhere with it at the same time. i was talking to a friend and he had a great idea, to write a short story first. so I am going to do that, see if i can offer it as a free ebook on some sort of reading majigg.
so now i am putting the main story i was writing on the back burner and starting this short story. and during the time when i am putting the "main story" away for a little while, hopefully i will be able to think of some new stuff for it.

Panic

It is only 1:30am and I can't go back to sleep.

I think I went to bed too early.

Now...if I try to sleep, I start having a panic attack.

...

Adventureland

Just watched Adventureland.

Not sure why I find that movie so appealing...

Winkie

Last night I went to Tribe at The Cause in Brea.

I realize that no one else will agree with me on this I, but I think this was the best Tribe to date.

Though I spent a majority of the night at the merchant table, talking to dean (the creator of the Tribe clothing line) talking to him while he was trying to pawn off sunglasses that had the tribe logo on them.

The speaker for the night was a great guy who was Obviously very well educated and goes by the name of; winkie...I'll leave it at that.

Sleep

Today was the Meds from my regular regiment trying to kill me.
I was so tired, i could barley stand, though, i got through the day and now i am here and i am going to go to bed as soon as i  finish writing this blog.

not sure what to do for the picture, as i took no pictures today, so you get this:

AMY'sStarbucksRiteAidMoviesCruze'sRedRobin

Today I went to  a location called Amy's Cafe in La Mirada for breakfast/lunch thingy with Cruz and mike, this was fun, but i wasn't feeling the best, which is to be expected from my meds. I kept trying to ignore it since i am -normally- feeling like crap in the morning, and i start feeling better (though sleepy) as the day progresses.
It turns out there isn't much that I can do about feeling tired, so i'll just have to deal with that.
after AMY's we stopped at rite aid and got some candy, we stopped at Starbucks where mike introduced me to the best green tea that i have ever......drank....drunk...i'm going with 'drank'. 
from there we went to whittier village cinemas to see the movie; Pacific Rim which was GREAT! I would highly recommend it to anyone who enjoy's action movies, or was a fan of the graphic novel series.
after that we went back to cruze's for a bit, then for dinner we went to Red Robin to try some beer that mike and cruz had been raving about. and it turns out; it was worth raving about, it was a Very enjoyable drink.
all in all, great day.

Try.

Why do the mornings always suck?
ah well
everything is starting to turn upward. I am glad everything has gone from shite to bright (yeah, i JUST thought of that...Yeah....it's pretty cool.)
my friend was trying to get me off the "dirty skittles" (my medication) and i told him that they weren't free. and it went on from there.
i really hope everything goes as planned.

and i am going to try as hard as i can to help....no idea if i can, but i'll try.

GFs

I was thinking today because i was at home, alone, bored.
and i was thinking "what is the point"....not in a suicidal way or anything. i really don't want to kill myself. that won't solve anything. but i mean, what am i doing? what good, or bad am i doing for the world? I don't even feel like I am making a difference at all...
...enough of the sad pathetic stuff...
...It's funny how when you ask someone to do something, there life is "too hectic" and they are "way too busy" for any other work. yet, when asked what they have been doing, they say "nothing."

Something else I began thinking about is the fact that I don't have a girlfriend.
are Girlfriends worth it?
could i even get one if i tried?


"girlfriends are like jobs...you don't quit it with the old one until you have a better one."

Razors

So I have quit shaving with a  multi-blade disposable cartridge razor and i not shave with a LORD S.T. razor. as well as using soap and a badger brush to apply the foam/soap/facewash/cream/whatever.
it's strange because i actually look forward to shaving now. is is an actual enjoyable experience, as apposed to the other normal multi blade razors i used to use, it's a much closer shave.
I like it and I am going to stick with it.

Tandy Dorey

Today Was horrible in the morning and got better as the day went on.
i'll skip the horrible part and go straight to the good part-
around 6pm my friend justin and I went to Hollywood to volunteer at a church that a pastor (Tim Storey) was at. (we know and were asked by Tim when he went to our church.)
Kanye West showed up for no reason and everyone went crazy.
and justin and i saw Andy Dick on sunset blvd...(if you don't know who andy dick is, consider yourself lucky.)

Side Effects

Today was a mix bag day in which i was running around doing stuff that did not matter to me (well, most of it anyway)
watched a few movies (including the film Side Effects, which was a bit too close too home for me to enjoy)
worked out a bit.
read the great gatsby
punched a baby in the face.

4

Went to Kenny's for 4th of July last night. 

Watched the fireworks from a great view.

I hate playing "Ninja" because I suck at it.

Great Food.

Great company 

And such...

clear

this morning is pretty good.
I think it is the first morning in a while that i haven't woken up feeling crappy.
my anxiety is...getting managed
my Back hurts...less.
and Parkinson's doesn't really cause anything painful, it's mostly just horrible.

not looking forward to work tomorrow...not that i don't enjoy it, but after what happened last week, i am skeptical about it.
i need to get this anxiety settled and figured out before anything else, because it is getting in the way.

it really is.

Anxiety-Away!

Church today. Though when I went into the church and started talking to familiar faces, anxiety went away...thank god!

Back Jack

Feeling like crap because I hurt my back in the pool yesterday.

I remember when I was 15 or 16 I would hurt myself like that and walk it off and not even care the next day....oh how times change

Cul-De-Sac Unt Whittier

-didn't you read the book? -thing's fall apart.
I need to slow down.

so i got a invite to my friend's marriage reception majigg.
i am going to this alone...as one would think.

i'm not sure what to make of everything. and you might be thinking "why do you need to 'make something' of life at any point."
my life at all times needs to makes sense to me for whatever reason. not that there will be consequences if it doesn't... but i will attempt to do everything in my power to  make it so it does make sense.
_________________________________________________________________

What's your motivation?

i need to shave.

i have no idea what to write, so i am going to end it here.

Drunk

In LA, drunk...so I'll make this short. 

I don't understand why people don't want to talk to me when I'm drunk. Drunk people  can very interesting,

What?! They closed the 5  fwy?!

FEED BANDS

Today I was home for a good portion of the day, just staying busy around the house. I got some new wax (vinyl) in the mail which was from a band named "the vliets" -special pressing and what-not.

i was part of this thing on this company (which you have probably at least heard of if not seen a banner on the side of whatever site you were visiting.) it's called "FEED BANDS"
you pay $20.00 a month and they send you a first pressing of an unsigned band. 
they offer The First Album Is Free, which i took them up on, in which i got my first album in the main (in which it isn't Actually free. you still pay shipping and handling.) 
but I am actually very pleased with the record and i will be subscribing to them soon.

check the website out, it's a bit pricey, but great if you love vinyl and new randomly chosen music.

Father.

Today was Father's day. a day that my dad is never too bothered about. but we end up doing something anyway because it is almost sad and pathetic if we don't.
My family and I ended up going to an indian place to eat Lunch, which was not bad at all. then we went to Costco...which I did not like. altogether, 
i do not like that store, I am not sure why.
afterwards we went home and i took a short nap, and since we didn't have anything else planned for the day I headed down to The Cause, because the church was putting on monthly meetings under the name of "tribe- Native Summer" which is actually great. (i'll get into detail about what Tribe is another time.
one of these days i'll write more than just a few lines on a blog entry...that day it not today.

AW On Writing...

I would like to say that i am stuck in a rut with what I am writing.
I seriously DO NOT know where to go with the characters at the end, or the ending at all.
I have full written stories from High School that i finished with "Good" endings, but those were scribbled on  lined paper when i was much younger.
I would like to think that my writing style has somewhat changed for the better, but i suppose i'd have to ask other people that.
what is ACTUALLY interesting to me is that I am whining about a story that i can't tell you anything about until it's done...

Live

there are a few fonts to choose on this blog, and that's about it. not that it matters....at all... but i'd rather write in Futura, or whatever it's called.
when i am at home (despite the fact that i have a  job that takes up most of tuesday and thursday) which is most of the time, i bother other people online. not like a court order for me to stay away from them or anything...well...who knows.

I think I just miss having friends there all the time.
but before was too much crap had gone down for me to try to mend things, now too much time has gone by, so i have to ignore that group of friends. my old group would hate my newer group of friends... but i mean, when I was with my old group of friends I was smoking, drinking a lot, EVERY weekend, normally more often than just the weekend. none of us had fun like we used to. most of them were getting into hard drugs (which i had no interest in.)

either way. i think my life is going down a better road, as shitty as it may seem, i am confident that there are brighter days ahead.

Capital Writing

after pursuing the same girl during and after high school i have come to the point where i have been bothering her for that long that i am (more or less) sure that she wants nothing to do with me.

her reasonaing for this is because i a "too negative"

my "negativity"is realistic negativity, and no matter how you look at it, it's how i write, read anything i have written, it reaks of realistic observations (or; "negative observations.")

i have liked this girl for four years, but i don't see myself writing fluff for the sake of a few smooches. though, another way of thinking about it, is that i can really buddy up to her, get  into a relationship with her, love her and such, and through the natural coarse of time we'lll break up for one reason or another, i'll be heartbroken, and i'll have a bit of capital writing under my belt. 

either way ill have some shitto go through.  

02-04-09

Dreams

I  just thought about it and i have Moleskine after Molskine notebook filled with dreams i've had.
I used to wake up, get my notebook, and write down whatever dream i had had that night.
though i haven't written down my dreams for a while for whatever reason.
i don't dream as often and i don't remember them as well.
I don't know if this is because of the medication I am on, or because i just don't do it as often,  so my mind is sort of out of practice.

if you don't record your dreams, i would recommend it, it's interesting to go back later and read them, as well as  trying to make sense of it all.

if you want my honest opinion, sure i believe that SOME dreams have relevance, but I would say that most of your dreams are just randomness.
for example: When you are talking to someone in polite conversation, you sensor yourself, in the sense that if you are speaking with the queen of England. you aren't going to blurt out nasty 4-lettered words for no reason(...or most wouldn't)

this is the same for dreaming. in everyday life you probably wouldn't think random thoughts that go nowhere. [now i realize that everyone is random from time to time, but i am talking about the REALLY random thoughts.]
it's self censorship via yourself and realizing that certain thoughts are pointless and get you nowhere.
now, the dreams that people have are [what i think] the mind uncensored. You just think whatever.
and then you end up with wacky dreams.

Vinyl

My vinyl player is acting strange. it is slowing down and speeding up at random points with new sort of indication or anything.
i'm not sure if i should buy a new one or pay for a repair...i'll find out tomorrow when i get off of work.

MOAR

I have to start writing more when I am in the mood to write. otherwise I just end up with a two-sentence synopsis of my day, which just ends up sounding lame.
When I am in the mood to write, i can write about almost anything and just go on and on just  shoot out bull that doesn't sound too bad.
I actually think that is what is happening with the book I am writing; I am attempting to stay away from any bull, so it is going VERY slowly, which I am guessing means that I am a bad writer. but writing is one of the few things that make me very happy when i do it. so whether or not I am any good at it, I will continue writing, I will continue writing this blog and pretend that Someone is reading.

Keck (pt.2)

Today was my first day at Keck USC medical center. It was good.  But it was tiring to say the least. I am more or less a lab tech...in other words I'm a lab bitch. But it's still an interesting experience. And I am excited to go next Thursday.

Queen and Country

Britain is Repossesing the U.S.A.

A Message from John Cleese

To the citizens of the United States of America:

In light of your failure to nominate competent candidates for President of the USA and thus to govern yourselves, we hereby give notice of the revocation of your independence, effective immediately.

Her Sovereign Majest Queen Elizabeth II will resume monarchical duties over all states, commonwealths, and territories (except Kansas, which she does not fancy).

Your new prime minister, Gordon Brown, will appoint a governor for America without the need for further elections.

Congress and the Senate will be disbanded.

A questionnaire may be circulated next year to determine whether any of you noticed.

To aid in the transition to a British Crown Dependency, the following rules are introduced with immediate effect:

You should look up "revocation" in the Oxford English Dictionary.

1. Then look up aluminium, and check the pronuciation guide. You will be amazed at just how wrongly you have been pronouncing it.

2. The letter 'U' will be reinstated in words such as 'favour' and 'neighbour.' Likewise, you will learn to spell 'doughnut' without skippping half the letters, and the suffix -ize will be replaced by the suffix -ise.

Generally, you will be expected to raise your vocabulary to acceptable levels. (look up 'vocabulary').

3. Using the same twenty-seven words interspersed with filler noises such as "like" and "you know" is an unacceptable and inefficient form of communication.

There is no such thing as US English. We will let Microsoft know on your behalf. The Microsoft spell-checker will be adjusted to take account of the reinstated letter 'u' and the elimination of -ize. You will relearn your original nation anthem, God Save The Queen.

4. July 4th will no longer be celebrated as a holiday.

5. You will learn to resolve personal issues without using guns, lawyers, or therapists. The face that you need so many lawyers and therapists shows that you're not adult enough to be independent.

Guns should only be handled by adults. If you're not adult enoguh to sort things out without suing someone or speaking to a therapist then you're not grown up enoguh to handle a gun.

6. Therefore, you will no longer be allowed to own or carry anything more dangerous than a vegetable peeler. A permit will be required if you wish to carry a vegetable peeler in public. 

7. All American cars are hereby banned. They are crap and this is for your own good. WHen we show you German cars, you will understand what we mean.

8. All intersections will be replaced with roundabouts, and you will start driving on the left with immediate effect. At the same time, you will go metric with immediate effect and without the benefit of conversion tables.
Both roundabouts and metrication will help you understand the British sense of humor.

9. The Former USA will adopt UK prices on petrol (which you have been calling gasoline)-roguhly $6/US gallon. Get used to it.

10. You will learn to make real chips, Those things you call French Fries are not real chips, and those things you insist on calling potato chips are properly caled crisps. Real chips are thick cut, friend in animal fat, and dressed not with catsup but with vinegar.

11. The cold tasteless stuff you insist on calling beer is not actually beer at all. Henceforth, only proper British Bitter will be referred to as beer, and European brews of known and accepted provenance will be referred to as Lager.
South African beer is also acceptable as they are pound for pound the greatest sporting Nation on earth and it can only be due to the beer. They are also part of British Commonwealth - see what it did for them.

12. Hollywood will be required occasionally to cast Enlgish actors as good guys. Hollywood will also be required to cast English actors to play English characters.
Watching Andie McDowell attempt English dialogue in Four Weddings and a Funeral was an experience akin to having one's ears removed with a cheese grater.

13. You will cease playing American football. There is only one kind of proper football; you call it soccer. Those of you brave enough will, in time, be allowed to play rugby (which has some similarities to American football, but does not involve stopping for a rest every twently seconds or wearing full kevlar body armour like a bunch of nancies). Don't try Rugby - The South Africans and Kiwis will thrash you, like they regularly thrash us.

14.Further, you will stop playing baseball. It is not reasonable to host an event called the World Series for a game which is not played outside of America. Since only 2.1% of you are aware that there is a world beyond your borders, your error is understandable. You will learn cricket, and we will let you face the South Africans first to take the sting out of their deliveries.

15. You must tell us who killed JFK. It's been driving us mad.

16. An internal revenue agent (i.e. tax collector) from Her Majesty's Government will be with you shortly to ensure the acquistion of all monies due (backdated to 1776).

17. Daily Tea Time begins promply at 4 pm with proper cups, never mugs, with high quality biscuits (cookies) and cakes; strawberries in season.

God save the Queen.

Only He can.

John Cleese