Fishes

I have not been getting enough sleep at night...
...I can feel that I haven't.
...though, if anyone walks past my room in the middle of the night they say that they see me sleeping.
Whatever the case may be, I feel horrible, like I haven't slept in days.
I understand that my medications are supposed to make me sleepy, but they never used to make me feel THIS tired.
Maybe I am just whining, but I really am feeling horrible.

I just want to go about my life. Not without any problems. I am not asking for a "Perfect" life, but I do wish it was normal...

...ANYWAY...

...If Wishes Were Fishes...

Okay, I should start writing again, and since my hands can't write for too long, i will type out how nothing happens in my life.
Last night I got some test results back from the mayo clinic in AZ saying that i have trace amounts of Led in my blood, and I hope that that is the problem because that is an easy fix, find out where the led is sowing from (air conditioner?) and toss it.
but if it's not that, it's back to the drawing board.
I remember a time when I was happy, when I just went out and did shit without any sort of problem...I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm still the same person, it is just that I always feel like I am a hinderance on everyone else because I can't run or anything, for the time.
I Really Hope this is something that blows over or fixes itself because honestly, I am tired of going to doctor after doctor, clinic after clinic, hospital after hospital...

...I just want to be normal.

CVS

today i was home most of the day

later in the afternoon i went to a Doctor's Appointment

and i Stopped by CVS to get a new puck of shaving soap since my older one is almost done with..

gosh my life is exciting!!!