So have you ever wondered; "what is Andrew doing right now?" yeah, me neither. but, it till be answered anyway, i will have the webcam on - live-streaming at different times of the day, so if you bored enough, just check it out! there isn't signing in or anything. you just go to the site and a window comes up with the live feed... https://oncast.com/d/ce91f

Okay, I should start writing again, and since my hands can't write for too long, i will type out how nothing happens in my life.
Last night I got some test results back from the mayo clinic in AZ saying that i have trace amounts of Led in my blood, and I hope that that is the problem because that is an easy fix, find out where the led is sowing from (air conditioner?) and toss it.
but if it's not that, it's back to the drawing board.
I remember a time when I was happy, when I just went out and did shit without any sort of problem...I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm still the same person, it is just that I always feel like I am a hinderance on everyone else because I can't run or anything, for the time.
I Really Hope this is something that blows over or fixes itself because honestly, I am tired of going to doctor after doctor, clinic after clinic, hospital after hospital...

...I just want to be normal.

Life- according to Drew

Today was horrible. And it wasn't an anxiety attack or anything...

...let me just stop there.

I'd like to say now that I am just as sick of writing about my crap life with whatever medical problem I have as you are of reading them...does that make sense...I have no idea...I'm not too concerned.

If I listened to all of the doctors that have diagnosed me then I have

Epilepsy 

Parkinson's 

Low blood sugar

Foot drop

GAD

And...the rest...

But it's not that I am saying that I don't have any of those. It's that there are only some that I agree that I have...which ones? I can't tell you. Wouldn't want to spoil the ending for you.

I really just want to live my life. I don't want to worry about getting an anxiety attack or whatever the balls it is.

I am listening to The Flying Burrito Brothers right now...that makes things a bit better.

Honestly...I miss being happy.