What's The Point?

I need to start doing something with my writing, i have bits and pieces  of ideas and chapters scattered throughout my computer, and  little hand-written notes that I have used to remember certain things...
...I start thinking that there really is NO POINT- well, actually, the point is; experience and people around you that you enjoy during your life.
though the experiences and people won't matter once you are dead, and you, me, anyone will only matter for a little while when we first die.

-I mean, I'm not saying this to depress the hell out of you or anything, it's just something i was thinking about.

-I normally keep stuff like this to myself because people think you are going to off yourself or something drastic like that.
-I actually see the opposite,
I mean...I personally believe that  we die and our should go to heaven with that whole song and dance. but a lot of people believe that when you die...THAT'S IT! (one-trick-pony, please exit to your left of the tram) and then the people who believe that (the smart ones anyway- I believe) have the best life they can live...does that mean if you believe in an afterlife that you shouldn't  try to have a great life? NO!!! I think that every single person should go out and try to have the best life possible all the time.

Because you only have one...

...I think...

...ONE and DONE...
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Fishes

I have not been getting enough sleep at night...
...I can feel that I haven't.
...though, if anyone walks past my room in the middle of the night they say that they see me sleeping.
Whatever the case may be, I feel horrible, like I haven't slept in days.
I understand that my medications are supposed to make me sleepy, but they never used to make me feel THIS tired.
Maybe I am just whining, but I really am feeling horrible.

I just want to go about my life. Not without any problems. I am not asking for a "Perfect" life, but I do wish it was normal...

...ANYWAY...

...If Wishes Were Fishes...

Life

everyone has always told me throughout my life that "life goes by fast"

it' not that i didn't believe them, i just don't think i really grasped what they were saying because (for whatever reason) latley i have noticing That very concept.