Church Peepole(?) {rant-rant-rant}

tonight i went to a LifeGroup put on by the Church I go to. I used to attend another LifeGroup for a slightly younger group.(though I was never actually sure if it was a younger crowd...I might have been the same age grouping, just a different group- it doesn't have too much relevance either way.) After listening to people talking in the group I began thinking about people, when they want something...Like, some people don't pray to God, go to Church or do anything, unless they are in trouble, or Need some sort of "help" (whatever that may be) though, by the same thinking- your not going to use a hammer if you don't need it... -also, I know no more than the next human here on Earth, so take everything I am saying with a grain of salt because I (obviously) know no more than anyone else... I am just someone who is recording a theory, and you can take it, or leave it.- There are a few people that everyone has [at least] met. ya know; those 'holier than thou' assholes..? ...those people that are the biggest assholes during 5/6 of the week, but on Sunday, they are 'peachy keen' Those are the type of people I started thinking about; It's almost like they go through their week being assholes, then they go on Sunday to 'renew' their 'sin card' in which they go out into the world after the service and can go be assholes some more. At some point people can look at this situation and think that these 'types of people' (and I really don't know if anyone who thinks like this attends The Cause, but I wouldn't put it past Any Church, seeing that these type of people are EVERYWHERE, so, you cannot escape them, you can only be concerned with your stuff and "Keep On Keep'n On." [where was I going with this?] well, I was thinking that normally people would get angry at this and think "oh! THOSE kind of people! I hate THEM!" because {even if if tell this reference to someone who does this} they won't Admit to it. they always think it is someone else. And then I was thinking that I shouldn't really look down on anyone who judges others for doing dumb crap because Jesus was prosecuted by the church for being around whores and murderers, people were getting mad because Jesus was hanging around whore houses (and other such places) and people were getting confused that Jesus wasn't teaching those who seeked his wisdom/power etc... it was because those {unsavory} individuals are the ones who needed Jesus. - can't remember...where the Heck was I going with this? ..OH YEAH!... ...Stay out of My Booze!

What's The Point?

I need to start doing something with my writing, i have bits and pieces  of ideas and chapters scattered throughout my computer, and  little hand-written notes that I have used to remember certain things...
...I start thinking that there really is NO POINT- well, actually, the point is; experience and people around you that you enjoy during your life.
though the experiences and people won't matter once you are dead, and you, me, anyone will only matter for a little while when we first die.

-I mean, I'm not saying this to depress the hell out of you or anything, it's just something i was thinking about.

-I normally keep stuff like this to myself because people think you are going to off yourself or something drastic like that.
-I actually see the opposite,
I mean...I personally believe that  we die and our should go to heaven with that whole song and dance. but a lot of people believe that when you die...THAT'S IT! (one-trick-pony, please exit to your left of the tram) and then the people who believe that (the smart ones anyway- I believe) have the best life they can live...does that mean if you believe in an afterlife that you shouldn't  try to have a great life? NO!!! I think that every single person should go out and try to have the best life possible all the time.

Because you only have one...

...I think...

...ONE and DONE...
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pokemon

i am currently in my room listening to some records on LP. (haven;t done it in a while, thought i'd give it a whirl.)

my last few days haven't held too much excitment.

-Church on saturday

-Family dinner at Benihana's

-being at home a lot.

i'm wondering what to do with myself. Even once I get a career or whatever, what do you do with your life?

Life

everyone has always told me throughout my life that "life goes by fast"

it' not that i didn't believe them, i just don't think i really grasped what they were saying because (for whatever reason) latley i have noticing That very concept.