Life

everyone has always told me throughout my life that "life goes by fast"

it' not that i didn't believe them, i just don't think i really grasped what they were saying because (for whatever reason) latley i have noticing That very concept.

Technology

i just went on a link with pictures of toy dinosaurs wrecking stuff in a house (i will not include the link to this to save the publisher from e mails that one might find annoying.)
as soon as i was reading the second frame, i knew where this was going.
i got to the end of the "Dino-MisAdventure" only to read what i suspected there to be some type of  at the end of this; a disclaimer, which was saying that in this age of Netflix and [insert a technological convenience] is consuming people yada yada yada...down with technology...and i think it said something about killing puppies,
the point was that they were trying to do an activity with their children that didn't rely on technology,
good for them.
i;d give them a pat on the back, but my arms are not long enough to reach the midwest.
I would just like to point out that a great amount of technology was used to show your "good 'ol time" with your kids to the world.
first- the internet
the computer
and i am guessing it wasn't an analogue camera you were using.
sadly enough, if you want to escape technology, you'll have to go back more than a few years, and make sure the Delorean has enough plutonium to get back as well.
the point i am trying to make (and i swear, there is one coming, i promise.) is that people sometimes act like they are above or better than technology, and i am not sure why.
This isn't Terminator...technology isn't going to ruin anything...So i would suggest Teaching your grandma to use the DVD remote, and get on with it hippies!

Problem

I should really think before I do things 

Life- according to Drew

Today was horrible. And it wasn't an anxiety attack or anything...

...let me just stop there.

I'd like to say now that I am just as sick of writing about my crap life with whatever medical problem I have as you are of reading them...does that make sense...I have no idea...I'm not too concerned.

If I listened to all of the doctors that have diagnosed me then I have

Epilepsy 

Parkinson's 

Low blood sugar

Foot drop

GAD

And...the rest...

But it's not that I am saying that I don't have any of those. It's that there are only some that I agree that I have...which ones? I can't tell you. Wouldn't want to spoil the ending for you.

I really just want to live my life. I don't want to worry about getting an anxiety attack or whatever the balls it is.

I am listening to The Flying Burrito Brothers right now...that makes things a bit better.

Honestly...I miss being happy. 

house

so, on the 16th of october, i will be cooking for my bible study group. iam recording this inmy blog because i really have little else going on in my life...I'm THAT boring.
i need to start writing again.
i need a girlfriend...or something...

i really don't, because my idea of "fun" is staying homeand watching netflix.  and normal people like to go out and do things. it's a bit  of a challenge to get me out of the house, but once iam, i amready to go...so if you are reading this, and you know me, this is almost a plea....GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE!!!

REAL

Today was a some-what strange day... and i'm not sure why...but it was something that was very REAL when i felt like something was going to happen...but it never did (to my knowledge -knock on wood.-)

 and i am not sure about the picture, it is from High School, and it was in one of my folders on my desktop, so... now it is on here...

MVMT

Went to a mvmt event where the groups of young adults, high schoolers and jr high, people... Went to the cause to get a great message from ps. John reeve and good eats from some Viking truck thingy sell lots of hot dogs and such.