Okay, I should start writing again, and since my hands can't write for too long, i will type out how nothing happens in my life.
Last night I got some test results back from the mayo clinic in AZ saying that i have trace amounts of Led in my blood, and I hope that that is the problem because that is an easy fix, find out where the led is sowing from (air conditioner?) and toss it.
but if it's not that, it's back to the drawing board.
I remember a time when I was happy, when I just went out and did shit without any sort of problem...I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm still the same person, it is just that I always feel like I am a hinderance on everyone else because I can't run or anything, for the time.
I Really Hope this is something that blows over or fixes itself because honestly, I am tired of going to doctor after doctor, clinic after clinic, hospital after hospital...

...I just want to be normal.