Problem

I should really think before I do things 

Life- according to Drew

Today was horrible. And it wasn't an anxiety attack or anything...

...let me just stop there.

I'd like to say now that I am just as sick of writing about my crap life with whatever medical problem I have as you are of reading them...does that make sense...I have no idea...I'm not too concerned.

If I listened to all of the doctors that have diagnosed me then I have

Epilepsy 

Parkinson's 

Low blood sugar

Foot drop

GAD

And...the rest...

But it's not that I am saying that I don't have any of those. It's that there are only some that I agree that I have...which ones? I can't tell you. Wouldn't want to spoil the ending for you.

I really just want to live my life. I don't want to worry about getting an anxiety attack or whatever the balls it is.

I am listening to The Flying Burrito Brothers right now...that makes things a bit better.

Honestly...I miss being happy. 

house

so, on the 16th of october, i will be cooking for my bible study group. iam recording this inmy blog because i really have little else going on in my life...I'm THAT boring.
i need to start writing again.
i need a girlfriend...or something...

i really don't, because my idea of "fun" is staying homeand watching netflix.  and normal people like to go out and do things. it's a bit  of a challenge to get me out of the house, but once iam, i amready to go...so if you are reading this, and you know me, this is almost a plea....GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE!!!

REAL

Today was a some-what strange day... and i'm not sure why...but it was something that was very REAL when i felt like something was going to happen...but it never did (to my knowledge -knock on wood.-)

 and i am not sure about the picture, it is from High School, and it was in one of my folders on my desktop, so... now it is on here...

MVMT

Went to a mvmt event where the groups of young adults, high schoolers and jr high, people... Went to the cause to get a great message from ps. John reeve and good eats from some Viking truck thingy sell lots of hot dogs and such.

Friday

Cruze's apt one random Friday night

Josh and D having a heated discussion.

X

I felt pretty horrible most of the day. then towards the evening i (somehow) started feeling much better, for no reason.

my friend turned me onto this anime show called “mysterious girlfriend x” which is pretty good. i am on the 5th episode and i think i’ll finish the series tomorrow.