I have made a huge decision...

...which i am sure you are all anxious to hear.' well, from now on. i am going to write on blogger everyday to get my typing speed back up. hopefully eventually i will get to the point where I can write a book o

Written Nothing.

This upcoming week is going to be some-what eventful. I have a wedding to go to in Tamecula on the 3rd of July...I am not sure how that is going to go, but we'll see. Jesus, I began looking through my entire Blog, I HAVE WRITTEN NOTHING...Nothing Substantial anyway, I need to write more often than i am to get through this writer's block. I got my Civic back from a family friend today...though I still cannot drive it. it's seen better days though. ah well it's a 98' so I wouldn't expect anything less...or more...I suppose I wouldn't expect anything from it AT ALL...

1988

I am not sure what to do with myself. Born in 1988 Give or take. You are not crying for me- oh argentina. when you smile- you smile with all of your teeth at once. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Oh Tokyo Police Club-----okay- now the actual Blog entry starts; Alright- well, I am really in the situation of not knowing what to do with myself. I can just go through life and be bored, i dunno, I feel like I might commit suicide if i do that....I realize that I may have mentioned killing myself right there, and I don't Actually ever want to kill myself, or hurt ANYONE for that matter. In fact, it almost seems that committing suicide is something that lazy people do because they feel pain, or don't see a point to anything (or whatever your situation is) and they (more or less) say "fuck it" and "get acquainted with 'Dirty Harry'." Either way, my depression is just boredom [I'm sure] I am in bed most mornings when I wake up and I think: "What is the point of getting out of bed?" Not in a "Eff the World" sort of way, more of- Bored, I actually have NOTHING to do if I get out of bed. i need something or someone and to make it clear- I AM NOT going to hurt/kill myself or anyone else...EVER. So if you read the first few lines of this, freaked out, then skimmed to the end, I should write more often... ...pokemon...