Anxiety-Away!

Church today. Though when I went into the church and started talking to familiar faces, anxiety went away...thank god!

Back Jack

Feeling like crap because I hurt my back in the pool yesterday.

I remember when I was 15 or 16 I would hurt myself like that and walk it off and not even care the next day....oh how times change

Cul-De-Sac Unt Whittier

-didn't you read the book? -thing's fall apart.
I need to slow down.

so i got a invite to my friend's marriage reception majigg.
i am going to this alone...as one would think.

i'm not sure what to make of everything. and you might be thinking "why do you need to 'make something' of life at any point."
my life at all times needs to makes sense to me for whatever reason. not that there will be consequences if it doesn't... but i will attempt to do everything in my power to  make it so it does make sense.
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What's your motivation?

i need to shave.

i have no idea what to write, so i am going to end it here.

Drunk

In LA, drunk...so I'll make this short. 

I don't understand why people don't want to talk to me when I'm drunk. Drunk people  can very interesting,

What?! They closed the 5  fwy?!

FEED BANDS

Today I was home for a good portion of the day, just staying busy around the house. I got some new wax (vinyl) in the mail which was from a band named "the vliets" -special pressing and what-not.

i was part of this thing on this company (which you have probably at least heard of if not seen a banner on the side of whatever site you were visiting.) it's called "FEED BANDS"
you pay $20.00 a month and they send you a first pressing of an unsigned band. 
they offer The First Album Is Free, which i took them up on, in which i got my first album in the main (in which it isn't Actually free. you still pay shipping and handling.) 
but I am actually very pleased with the record and i will be subscribing to them soon.

check the website out, it's a bit pricey, but great if you love vinyl and new randomly chosen music.

Father.

Today was Father's day. a day that my dad is never too bothered about. but we end up doing something anyway because it is almost sad and pathetic if we don't.
My family and I ended up going to an indian place to eat Lunch, which was not bad at all. then we went to Costco...which I did not like. altogether, 
i do not like that store, I am not sure why.
afterwards we went home and i took a short nap, and since we didn't have anything else planned for the day I headed down to The Cause, because the church was putting on monthly meetings under the name of "tribe- Native Summer" which is actually great. (i'll get into detail about what Tribe is another time.
one of these days i'll write more than just a few lines on a blog entry...that day it not today.

AW On Writing...

I would like to say that i am stuck in a rut with what I am writing.
I seriously DO NOT know where to go with the characters at the end, or the ending at all.
I have full written stories from High School that i finished with "Good" endings, but those were scribbled on  lined paper when i was much younger.
I would like to think that my writing style has somewhat changed for the better, but i suppose i'd have to ask other people that.
what is ACTUALLY interesting to me is that I am whining about a story that i can't tell you anything about until it's done...